Friday, 11 November 2011

Lessons learned

So I'm sure a lot of you who know me personally were expecting something to come up here... Over the past few months I've even heard the whole- "Why don't you blog about that ?" phrase. Quite frankly... I dunno how to put certain things in words. Certain things are just better left unsaid .

I am thankful to all my friends... really pulled through all those times when things got really hard. Thanks for being there, checking on me to see if I'm OK when sometimes I don't think I needed to be taken care of that much but thanks anyways.
Thank you for staying up with me at 3 am in the morning and just listening when I know you had better things to do like sleep. And yes... for just being nice . It did make a huge difference.

For the stupid mistakes I made and the times I've hurt certain people all I can say is... I do apologize. I know that's not enough but that's what I'm gonna start on.

To relationships gone bad.. sometimes things are just not meant to be. Coming into terms with that is taking time to settle.

I'm still having trouble understanding people but I do try.. sometimes...

Friday, 29 July 2011

How to separate the wannabe attention seekers from the rest of the crowd

You know those few people out there in the crowd who pretend to be something they really aren't-pretentious little pricks ...
Yeah well I do actually sympathise.. their efforts may work out initially but we all know whats going to happen to you in a few weeks to months. You get shooed over to the side and no one really gives a fuck about you. People bitch about you as soon as you leave the table or the circle of discussion.So what is it that makes these attention seekers so special
  • trying to talk in that sweet little baby voice which you think people really find cute... but you know its actually pretty retarded so retarded in fact that I think i puked thrice each time i see you trying to pull it off..
  • Facebook- you seem to put your entire life out there on facebook.. every single status update to the if only I could and it looked glamorous enough I would put pictures of myself going to the bathroom up on facebook for you guys all to like and comment on.
  • Bathroom display pictures... try to get the perfect shot of yourself by clicking from a gazillion different angles just to get the right lighting and effect
  • the pretentious accent... we know you can't pull it off... and its not like you've ever been out of the country so why do you even try! seriously! But i love the way you pronounce things in your fake accent wrong.. esp when you get corrected by someone!
  • I need to talk to all the people I hate.. and be extra nice and chirpy to them *kiss ass*
  • If I ever need to get laid all I need to do is step into a party at a club - of course darling.. that's why they call you a slut but I get it if you think its cool (not)
  • Getting super wasted at parties and then pretending the next day that you have a"capacity" you can never get drunk. So I'm presuming it wasn't you puking in the bathroom then? Evil twin scenario??? Nice touch.. how stupid do you think we are?
  • all your stuff is fake.. don't pretend they have tags. Who you trying to fool?
  • buy some better deodorant... you think people with sensitive noses can't make out the cheap from the not?
I'm sure all of us have come across the kind of people that make up the attention whores of the world and to those who are i sincerely hope that something falls to place in your life so you don't have to continue choosing this path (lmao)

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

The Rant

People around me seem to hate the word confrontation..
I mean if u really have a problem come and tell me cuz I'm sooooo sick and tired running after you all the fucking time trying to ask you "Wtf is wrong with u ?! Whats your bloody problem in life!"

But then again doesn't seem worth it, to bring it up even..
and since many if you who are reading this know exactly what I'm talking about.. please do enlighten me as to what is going.. I would sometimes like to know too!

Finally getting my phone back what a relief! Good things do happen when you least expect it.

But apart from all this... the other side is that this term seems to be playing out very interestingly.. I think the word is serendipity, looking for something else but accidentally stumbling on something better... I know it was an accident but I do know your secret now its just a matter of time before the wrong people find out! I know your reading this.... what can i say it was too good to pass up!

Saturday, 11 June 2011

facing extinction

I'm standing on the sidewalk and searching, literally craning my neck, straining my eyes too either see one of those signs that read "local calls,std calls, isd calls, or those yellow little pay phones which use to be around a lot pre-cellphone days.
I realise that life's changed a lot after cellphones came into the picture and I literally dunno what life was like before.
Hmmm hard to imagine right? before text messaging, bluetooths, wasapp ,or even just making a simple call !
Damn it!
After like searching for a while i find one except that I don't have those one rupee coins just a couple of five hundreds and a hundred damn it!
Life is playing some cruel joke on my and laughing so hard the two most soon to be likely extinct things - pay phones and one rupee coins. I finally scrape the bottom of my purse to finally find what feels like those round little things which I seem to be having lesser and lesser of each day.
I take out a piece of paper on which I've scribbled a couple of contacts which I seem to be carrying around in my wallet these days...! damn you nokia! I WANT MY PHONE BACK!

I called the other day to ask whats up with my phone
its apparently under "observation period"! And I thought that was only a term doctors used to assess the progress or diagnose a disease!
I feel like I took my phone for granted all along!
Maybe I should go make up for that with a get well soon card and some flowers. I'm sure it would appreciate that.. maybe

Tuesday, 31 May 2011

Hola queridos lectores y lectoras . Esperamos que lo están haciendo bien.
OK so I'm learning Spanish.
I know that's kinda weird and slightly random and spontaneous but I'm kinda bored and i don't have a lot of options this week.
True ... you may ask me wtf?! your gonna be a doctor don't you have a lot more important subjects to study.
I might even be like sure I do actually medicine, surgery, orthopedics, obstetrics and gynaecology, pediatrics so when do i plan to do Spanish.
It actually happened at the bookstore the other day when i was browsing through some books and i found a book on easy Spanish I sat there and read that for hours until i finally realised i should actually seriously read this it might make a lot of sense. Studying something you don't need to or never have to. Hey it might sort of help if i ever go on a holiday to south America or even Spain.
That little streak of optimism.
oh yeah and some help with those initial lines

Sunday, 15 May 2011

sayo naraaaaa

OK so its weird where this week i have really learnt that somethings from the beginning were way beyond my control and even if i tried it wouldn't be possible to change it for a fact!

I cant change the fact that some people just hate each other so much they don't even talk to each other or work it out. People can behave so totally immature sometimes.
And then life throws you one of those curve balls and your so unprepared that you just have to sit out and watch the sequence of events that follow without you being able to anything
about it.
I think I'm having a generally sucky week and over thinking this too much!

Sunday, 6 March 2011

Plan B

Dear me,
Life doesn't always go the way you planned so always have a plan B.
Whats that I cant hear you?
Oh you mean you mean you really tried but couldn't think of a plan B?
Maybe if u started having a little less high expectations in life you could get by on starting off on that plan B...
things could work out anyways.
Who asked you to be unrealistic in the first place? That plan A was crap from the beginning!
OK so from now on please do have a plan B so your not left hanging at the last minute!
sincerely yours,
the lil voice in your head you never listen to!